Some days, I feel lucky for crossing life hurdles smoothly and effortlessly!
And then there are days when my entire body weight shifts its center to my heart, making me feel unusually heavier. Taking just one more step seems impossible.
The waves of anxiety continue to swallow the last traces of positivity within me, leaving me gasping for breath!
Fighting back my darkest fears, I have mastered silent tears.
The logical mind convinces me that anything that has a beginning has to come to an end!
In such a moment of despair, the clock strikes 12:12 am. The universe jolts me back to reality, talking to me in numbers [the same number on the hours and minutes!]
In a heartbeat, I realize I am not alone. I let go of my second thoughts without holding back. Feeling lighter like a feather!
When the mind is blank, the subconscious slips in a random quote, and an inner voice says, "Take one more step because it might be the last one needed."
It feels so surreal! The words force hope to run through my veins, recharging my cells and rejuvenating my faith!
As I sit down now to capture my feelings from last night, I take a break and drift to the side, my cell phone flashes at me: 12:12pm. I mean, what are the odds?!
Moments like this make me feel like having a 1:1 conversation with the greater force!! The power beyond our imagination following us through the thick and the thin!
Whatever is your emotional status today, please take a moment to look around and be aware of your existence! Nothing is constant in life. So are your challenges and difficulties!
My wish for you is: Dare to take one more step today- it may as well be the last to your finish line!
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